Just wanting to say my feelings out.

Okay, firstly, its on Thursday, 25 February 2010. I just want to express myself. Jeannie, sorry if you think i'm petty, but i can't just keep it all to myself and let myself be down with all this.. You said that i did not help you when you were in trouble. Of course i would help you. But why should i help you when you were in the wrong first? Somemore, its in school, nobody would hurt you. Of course, kidnap. Im just a child, you think im able to help? Of course i would at least call the police. If i run away and leave you with the kidnappers, of course i would feel guilty for my life, come on. You're a human, i'm a human also. Can't you just put yourself into my shoes and think how would i feel when you're giving me attitudes and i am trying to put up with you and you're angry with me just because of one stupid and childish matter. What if i told you all this things? How would you feel? I know, humans are selfish, i cant say that i am generous, at sometimes when difficulties really comes, of course i wouldn't care about other stuffs and just run. JUST BECAUSE OF I DID NOT HELP YOU ON A STUPID AND CHILDISH FIGHT, YOU WAS ANGRY AT ME AND YOU SAID THAT YOU SHOULD PUT ME IN CASUAL FRIENDS. I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST JOKING, BUT IT TURNS OUT TO BE SERIOUS. You did not even hear me out and yet you're showing your attitude. And why sometimes press me down? I did not offend you. And at that time, you said that you called me for help cause you troubled that guy first and you get it from him, but i was talking to Yong Soon, and i told you that I DID NOT HEAR YOU! Blaming me without reasons and blame me because of that matter. How many times must i say that? Seriously, Jeannie, i dont want to lose friends, and this is not me wanting to hate you or whatever, im a human with feelings, i cannot always suffer in silence. You did not even hear me out and you were interrupting my sentence, so how am i suppose to tell you? Be more reasonable. Im your friend, and thats why i want you to stop doing all those things, if you really want revenge, revenge on something practical. I did not offend you and why give me attitudes sometimes? You have difficulties controling your attitudes? Or you're unhappy with me? If you're unhappy with me, i told you already, you can just straightforward tell me because i'll try to change just not to lose friends! YOU UNDERSTAND?!


Lastly, everyone is not perfect, sometimes you're good at this, sometimes im bad at this. Sometimes i'm good at this, sometimes you're bad at it.

Friends.

Hello, long time no post. Just want to talk about something.


Friends just don't appreciate what you did for them, only true friends would appreciate it, and not that i'm a fool, i don't want to hurt their feelings but i know what they've done to me and i'm just pretending not to know. (:

3 February

Hello! Okay, now is February, so i just want to have my month post, or else i'll regret.. Haha, okay just short post for this. Lastly, Happy Belated Birthday to my father on February 3! ^^ XD :D Okay, bye bye! (: